The patriarch of ‘Sister Wives’ confessed to feeling a bit down about his recent experience, though he clarified that it wasn’t clinical depression. He opened up to PEOPLE about the collapse of three out of four of his marriages within a span of 14 months.

Kody Brown, a star of the reality show “Sister Wives,” has revealed that it is still difficult for him to move on in a monogamous relationship with his wife Robyn, after his previous marriages to Janelle, Christine, and Janelle ended. The couple is still grieving the loss of their plural marriage and Kody admits that they have been struggling with depression and anger. Despite this, Kody believes that they need to let some sunshine back into their lives and move forward, even if it is a slow process.

The stars of the reality show “Sister Wives”, Robyn, Meri, Kody, Christine, and Janelle Brown attended the opening of Mike Tyson’s one-man show “Mike Tyson: Undisputed Truth – Live on Stage”. Recently, Robyn has expressed concerns that Kody may have thoughts of leaving her due to family drama that has made him want to disappear. However, Kody has stated that he has reached a point where he is letting sunshine back in and hopes that all of his former wives can find their own happiness. He believes that if they are breaking up, it is important to continue seeking happiness and not live with regret. Although Kody holds out hope that he can repair his relationship with Christine, she has already decided to leave. In November 2021, Christine became the first of Kody’s four wives to leave their polygamous arrangement, and later, Kody’s breakups with Meri and Janelle were confirmed.

During a recent episode of Sister Wives, Robyn Brown opened up about Kody Brown’s struggles with plural marriage and how it has affected their relationship. She shared that Kody being left by three wives made him look at her “sideways because I am a woman,” but she understands that he needs to find happiness. Kody reflected on the painful experience of divorce and adjusting to a new family dynamic, saying that it has challenged his purpose. He wants to find his happy place again, as he feels like everyone in the family is searching for that. Robyn said she is invested in plural marriage but feels like Kody’s questioning of it could be a deal breaker for their marriage. Despite her fears, she knows that she cannot force him to stay.